I Lost Myself March 23, 2007Posted by WishBoNe in Career, Emotions & Feelings, Holiday, Random Thoughts, Transport, Travel.
Haven’t been in any mood to do anything lately. Partly due to the fact that no temp coming along my way and the project seems to be in a dead end. Even the upcoming trip doesn’t seem to excite me when DD first managed to book it.
I’m not sure what’s wrong or maybe I feel moody that nothing seems to be going as to what I had planned. Maybe this was meant to be but not the way I planned. In this process, I have done the unthinkable; neglecting someone who is very important to me. I’m now even moodier because there is no more contact between us. Just refusal to answer my calls and SMS.
I did what other girls with a broken heart would do; cry. It’s been nearly a year since I last cried so hard, so sad and so lonely. Anyway to salvage it? I’m not sure but I will try one more time.